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Sunday, December 19, 2010

#SampleSunday- Excerpt of Forever Mine

Today I'm sharing an excerpt from my debut novel Forever Mine now available on Amazon  and B&N The Nook , temporarily priced at $.99 for the holidays. The premise of Forever Mine is about 17 year old Sarah Lynn Fierro who is sent to live with her aunt in California after her single mom is sent to jail. She has no intentions of staying, that is until she meets Angel Moreno and is unexpectedly swept off her feet. This is the scene of their first conversation after having had a few awkward encounters prior. Angel has come to her rescue from a pushy guy who was trying to force a hug from her. I'd appreciate any thoughts/Comments. Happy reading!

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Released, Jesse fell to one knee, coughing and gasping for air. Again, Angel turned to face Sarah. He took a few steps her way. She still held her hand to her chest, and her eyes remained on Jesse who, now on his feet, continued to cough. She finally looked at Angel, with those eyes that were beginning to haunt him.


He was determined not to clam up again. “Are you sure you’re okay?” He fought back the urge to pull a strand of hair away from her face. She smiled at him for the first time.

“Yeah, thanks.” she replied. “You didn’t have to do that. He was just being a little pushy. I could’ve handled it.” She stood up straight putting her hand to her waist.

“Yeah, maybe you could’ve. I just don’t have patience for idiots.”

A few people noticed the scuffle and slowed as they walked by, but not enough to call the attention of any teachers.

Again she turned to watch Jesse huff away embarrassed, still coughing and rubbing his throat.

“He’ll be fine.”

Sarah shrugged and they started back slowly toward the gym.

Walking so close, side by side, Angel was distracted when their hands touched for just a second. He refocused on his reaction to seeing Jesse push himself on her. It was typical of him to want to help but he had gone a little overboard. He could’ve just pushed him off. Instead, he really wanted to see Jesse hurt.

He stared at her now, eyes narrowing. “Is he a friend of yours?”

Sarah glanced his way but turned away quickly. “That’s not what I would call it.”

Angel tightened his jaw and stared straight ahead. “What does that mean?”

She focused on the cheerleaders, who were now staring at them, especially Dana. Angel was oblivious to them, his eyes fixed on Sarah now.

She finally looked back at him. “We hung out once, a long time ago.”

Hung out? “You dated him?”

“Not exactly.”

She never completely looked him in the eye, and the frustration was getting heavier. Jesse was one of the biggest assholes he knew. He couldn’t imagine her being involved with him in any way.

They reached the gym before he could push further, and she gazed at him. She put her hand on his arm and every hair on his body stood at attention.

“Thanks again for what you did back there.”

Angel couldn’t help stare at her eyes.

“I’ll see you around.” She took her hand off his arm and began to walk away.

What? That’s it? No way was he letting her get away so fast. He grabbed her hand as she turned from him. It was soft and small in his big brawny hand. His heart raced.

She turned to look at him he tried focusing on something other than her eyes, but it was impossible.

“Are you going to the game on Friday?”

She studied him for a moment and then cleared her throat. “I can’t. I’m working.”

A few guys turned the corner and strolled toward them. She tugged her hand but he held it tight. He glanced at the guys and back at her.

“Work, huh? 'Til what time?”

“Not sure yet, I’m babysitting, so it depends on what time their parents get home.”

She tugged her hand again, this time just hard enough that Angel let go, and she started to walk away again.

Angel frowned. “Well, there’s a party after, maybe you can go to that, if they get home early?”

She was at the locker room entrance, when she turned back to look at him.

“Maybe.” She waved and disappeared behind the door.

Angel stood there staring at the locker room door. This was ridiculous. Why was he so bad at this all of a sudden? Then it dawned on him. He’d never actually asked a girl out. The irony made him chuckle. He’d always just hook up with someone at a party, or dance, and then ended up parking with her somewhere. Even with all the girls he’d been with, he’d never been inclined to actually ask any of them out, and now that he was trying to, he sucked at it.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Review of Forever Mine!


Coffee Time Romance call's Forever Mine, "Entertaining and well told" "An uncomplicated, yet moving story of first love, I was easily caught up in the lives of Sarah, Angel and their friends."
Please take a moment to read entire review by following link below.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Revised yet again, synopsis of Forever Mine

Tell me why I can sit and write chapter after chapter but ask me to write a blurb and I sit and curse forever! Anyway here it is! Lemme know what ya'll think? Okay third time is the charm! lol

Seventeen-year old Sarah’s life is turned upside down when her single mom is sent to jail. She’s forced to move, leaving behind everything she’s ever known, including her best friend Sydney. Lost and bitter in a new school, her only goal is to save money and move back home. Then she meets Angel Moreno.

Enigmatic but gorgeous, Angel is almost too good to be true. Except for one thing, his archaic belief that guys and girls can never be “just friends”. The problem? Sarah’s best friend Sydney is not a girl.

With their unexpected romance intensifying to places neither ever experienced, how long can Sarah keep Angel in the dark? And how will he react when the truth finally comes out?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Forever Mine-Chapter 2

CHAPTER 2



“You have a problem, asshole?” Angel demanded his face inches from Jesse’s, his forearm at Jesse’s neck.


Jesse’s face reddened as he struggled to get the words out. “I-I’m was jus’ messin’ with her.”


Angel turned to face Sarah, without loosening his grip on Jesse. She stood there wide eyed a hand over her chest. “Are you okay?”


Sarah nodded. “Yeah.”


Angel turned back to Jesse face which, by now was nice shade of deep crimson. He pushed him one more time against the bleachers, slamming his head against the wood sidings.
“Get some fucking manners,” he snarled.


Released, Jesse fell to one knee, coughing and gasping for air. Again, Angel turned to face Sarah. He took a few steps her way. She still held her hand to her chest, and her eyes remained on Jesse who continued to cough, now on his feet. She finally looked at Angel, with those eyes that were beginning to haunt him.


He was determined to not clam up again. “Are you sure you’re okay?” He fought back the urge to pull a strand of hair away from her face. She smiled at him for the first time.


“Yeah, thanks.” she replied, “You didn’t have to do that. He was just being a little pushy. I could’ve handled it.” She stood up straight putting her hand to her waist.


“Yeah, maybe you could’ve. I just don’t have patience for idiots.”


A few people noticed the scuffle and slowed as they walked by, but not enough to call the attention of any teachers.


Again she turned to watch Jesse huff away embarrassed, still coughing and rubbing his throat.
“He’ll be fine.”


Sarah shrugged and they started back slowly toward the gym.


Walking so close, side by side, Angel was distracted when their hands touched for just a second. He refocused on his reaction to seeing Jesse push himself on her. It was typical of him to want to help, but he had gone a little overboard. He could’ve just pushed him off. Instead, he really wanted to see Jesse hurt.


He stared at her now, eyes narrowing. “Is he a friend of yours?”


Sarah glanced his way but turned away quickly. “That’s not what I would… call it.”


Angel tightened his jaw and stared straight ahead. “What does that mean?”


She focused on the cheerleaders, who were now staring at them, especially Dana. Angel was oblivious to them, his eyes fixed on Sarah now.


She finally looked back at him. “We hung out once, a long time ago.”


Hung out? “You dated him?”


“Not exactly.”


She never completely looked him in the eye, and the frustration was getting heavier. Jesse was one of the biggest assholes he knew. He couldn’t imagine her being involved with him in any way.


They reached the gym before he could push further, and she gazed at him. She put her hand on his arm and every hair on his body stood at attention.


“Thanks again for what you did back there.”


Angel couldn’t help stare at her eyes.

“I’ll see you around.” She took her hand off his arm and began to walk away.


What? That’s it? No way was he letting her get away so fast. He grabbed her hand as she turned from him. It was soft and small in his big brawny hand. His heart raced.


She turned to look at him and he tried focusing on something other than her eyes but it was impossible.


“Are you going to the game on Friday?”


She studied him for a moment and then cleared her throat. “I can’t. I’m working.”


A few guys turned the corner and strolled toward them. She tugged her hand, but he held it tight. He glanced at the guys and back at her.


“Work, uh? 'Til what time?”


“Not sure yet, I’m babysitting, so it depends on what time their parents get home.”


She tugged her hand again, this time just hard enough that Angel let go, and she started to walk away again.


Angel frowned. “Well, there’s a party after, maybe you can go to that, if they get home early?”


She was at the locker room entrance, when she turned back to look at him.
“Maybe.” She waved and disappeared behind the door.


Angel stood there staring at the locker room door. This was ridiculous. Why was he so bad at this all of a sudden? Then it dawned on him. He’d never actually asked a girl out. The irony made him chuckle. He’d always just hook up with someone at a party, or dance, and then ended up parking with her somewhere. Even with all the girls he’d been with, he’d never been inclined to actually ask any of them out, and now that he was trying to, he sucked at it.



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Sarah sat on her bed staring at the phone. She'd been home for a few hours already, and hadn’t told anyone about today. She couldn’t wait to talk to Sydney. She’d already left two messages for him, and he still hadn’t called her back. Sarah glanced at the clock. She hoped he called before seven. That’s when her mom called on Wednesdays, and they only had a miserable fifteen minutes to talk. Sarah jumped when the phone rang. She grabbed it and flipped it open.


“Hey.”


“Lynni?” Sydney had always called her by her middle name, said she just didn’t look like a Sarah.


“Yeah, it’s me.”


“You sound different,” he said.


“No just happy to hear you,” she was almost giddy. “Listen, I’ve been dying to talk to you. You’re never gonna guess what happened today.”


“Really? Let's hear it."


Good ole Sydney, he sounded just as excited as she felt.


She made herself comfortable on the bed. “Okay, remember I told you about Angel,”


“You mean, the Angel?”


She eagerly brought him up-to-date about her afternoon. When she mentioned the party, Sydney asked, “You gonna go?”


“No, I can’t. I’m… working.”


“Are you kidding me, Lynni? This is your chance to have some fun out there, you can’t pass it up.”


“I’ve already committed,” she said. “And, the Salcidos’ pay really well. Besides I wouldn’t know anyone… well except for Valerie.”


“And Angel,” Sydney reminded her.


Sarah smiled. God, she wished he were here. If Syd went with her everything would be so perfect. “You don’t understand. I’ve seen the girls he hangs out with. They’re so sophisticated, and popular and … rich looking.”


She stood up; phone against her ear then walked over and stood in front of the mirror. She put her hand on her waist and smiled big batting her lashes, like the girls she’d seen around Angel and immediately felt stupid. Her breasts had filled in some what, making her feel a little sexier, but she just didn’t feel well put together, like those other girls. She looked at her less than exciting clothes, and winced. No way is Angels interested in this.


“Who cares? Let me tell you something, Lynni. It amazes me that you still think so little of yourself. I can guarantee you this guy would die for a chance with you. So he’s Mr. Popular, Mr. Football player, who gives a shit? Have you looked in the mirror lately?”


“Yes! I’m looking right now. I just wish you could be here to see the kind of girls he normally dates, and then you’d know what I’m talking about.”


“I don’t have to see them. I’ve seen you.”


Sarah sighed and plopped back down on her bed. “What does it matter anyway? It’s not like I’m gonna be here long. Remember?”


“You’re doing it again.” She could hear the annoyance in Sydney’s voice.


“Doing what?” But she knew exactly what he was talking about.


Before she left Arizona, Sydney’s parents offered to let her stay with them, so she could finish out her senior year there, but her mother refused. She insisted Sarah be with family. Sarah had argued Sydney’s family was more like family to her than Aunt Norma. They only visited Aunt Norma once, or twice a year. And she felt so close to Sydney’s parents. All those late nights and holidays her mother had to work, they’d gladly taken her in as one of their own.


She was so devastated when her mother refused, that she swore she’d never leave her room at Aunt Norma’s, except to go to school. So the first few weeks in California, before school started she sat around feeling sorry for herself. Sydney had made her promise that she’d make the most of it. He hated the idea of her being out here alone, and miserable.


“Remember?” he’d said. “You love the ocean, Lynni. It’s all you talked about when you got back from your visits to your aunt's, now you’ll get to be near it for months.”


Sydney encouraged, demanded, at one point threatened to stop calling and taking her calls if she didn’t try to make the best of it. So she had. She started running everyday at school, instead of coming straight home. She promised to try to get out on the weekend when she’d get a chance. So far, she’d made sure all her weekends were booked babysitting.


“It’s not like he asked me out, Syd, he just asked if I was going to be there.” She stood up and looked at herself in the mirror again and frowned.


“Will you promise me something?” he said.


Sarah hesitated. “What?”


“If he does ask you out, you’ll say yes. Hell, if anybody asks you out, you’ll say yes.”


“Syd, I can’t even talk when he comes near me. I can barely get a sentence out. I’ve made such a stupid couple of first impressions; I seriously doubt he’ll be asking.”


“You’re kidding me right? Man, you must have it bad for this guy, ‘cause you don’t’ even have to try to be likable. I know,” He paused. “Tell him a joke.” She heard him laugh and she knew why. “He’ll love how you can’t get halfway through it without cracking yourself up.”


Sarah started laughing and threw herself on the bed. “Shut up!”


Sydney was still laughing. “Just be yourself, Lynni. No more, no less. I promise you can’t go wrong,”


He was right about one thing, she did laugh a lot. Even though, sometimes she thought she did too much. Lately, the only one that could make her laugh was Sydney. She sucked in a deep breath.


“Okay. If anyone asks I promise I will.” She wasn’t too worried about it. “Oh except for Jesse.”
“Well yeah, of course.”


Sarah had met Jesse the very night she’d first laid eyes on Angel two summers ago. One of Valerie’s friends was going out with Jesse’s friend, so they hung out with them. Sarah agreed to go for a walk on the beach with Jesse that night, away from the crowd, and they sat down to talk. She had never kissed a boy back then, so when he asked if he could kiss her she let him. Before she knew it, they were making out, and when it started getting heavy she got scared and made him stop. He called her a tease, and they walked back to where the rest of the crowd was, silently.


Later, when she was back in Arizona, he called her to apologize and had called her, off and on ever since. Now that she was going to school here, he’d been a constant pest, asking her out, cornering her by her locker, insisting on walking her to class. After today’s incident, she hoped he’d back off.


She’d been talking to Sydney for about an hour when Sarah heard her other line click. She couldn’t tell who it was by the caller ID, but she was getting ready to wrap it up with Sydney anyway. She said goodbye to him, and clicked over to the other line.


“Hello?”


“Hi, Sarah, this is Mrs. Salcido. Listen hon, Mr. Salcido is going to have to work late Friday night, so our plans are shot. We won’t need you to baby sit after all, but maybe next week?”


After she hung up, she sat there contemplating whether or not to call Sydney back. There was no need to call; she knew exactly what he’d say. She lay back on her pillow. What’s the big deal? It’s just a party, she’d been to plenty. She laid her hands that still gripped her cell phone on her pounding chest and stared at the ceiling. She could do this.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

New Stories.

Working hard to get more of my stories on here. I had no idea how much work this would be. Still not having too much luck getting people to follow the actual blog. Not sure if makes that big a difference since they are following on FB. hmm we'll have to wait and see on that. I'm so not techy saavy that I'm not even sure if this post will update on my FB. If so for those of you who have liked my page, can I ask that you please take a moment and click on follow this blog here on the blog? lol So pathetic.. I'll get better at this I'm sure.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Unspeakable Chapter 1




UNSPEAKABLE


Chapter 1



Heavy wind and hail pounded against the kitchen window. The sky lit up followed immediately by powerful thunder. Lydia stared out at the storm for a moment before raising the volume on her small T.V. She continued to prepare dinner. The news report mentioned possible evacuations in her neighborhood, if the flood waters kept rising.



Tanner her three-year old raced through the kitchen screeching, arms in the air and knocked over a bag of potatoes that sat on the kitchen table. The noise and distraction made Lydia miss the details of the evacuations and she frowned.



“Tanner, honey,” she grabbed his shirt gently as he attempted to run away. “Go in the back room with Wesley and Bruce for a few minutes until Mommy is done watching the news. It’s very important. ”



Tanner squirmed trying to get loose. “But they won’t lemme play da playstation.”
“Yeah they will.” Lydia picked up one of the carrots she’d been slicing and offered it to him. He took it with a smile.



“Wesley! Bruce? I need Tanner out of the kitchen for a little while. Let him have a turn at that game.” She heard some grumbles but grinned at Tanner. “You see? They’re gonna let you play you just have to wait your turn okay?”



Tanner reached for one more piece of carrot before running off toward the back room and out of sight.



Lydia picked up the potatoes before going back to slicing carrots. The news had paused for a commercial break so she decided to call her husband Sean and see how things were on his side of town. The call went straight to voicemail. She left a short message and hung up. She listened to woman on the television who’d begun giving more updates on the evacuations. It seemed her part of town was still safe as far as not needing to evacuate. But things could change quickly the anchor woman warned that residents in her area might consider having a few crucial things packed in case they were suddenly forced to leave.



Lydia wondered if she should order a pizza and spend her time getting some things together instead of cooking. The rain didn’t seem to be letting up at all. Already the small stream that ran just behind her community was looking more like a roaring river.



A few years back it got bad enough to start streaming through one of the neighbors yard up the street. Of course their property was much closer to the stream than hers but still it made her nervous.



She picked up the phone again this time to call for pizza then decided no business in their right mind would still be open with this weather, let alone be sending out employees to deliver anything. The moment she set the phone down it rang and Lydia jumped. One glance at the caller ID and she smiled.



“Hi mom.” She walked over to one of the chairs and sat down. Why was it that just hearing her mom’s voice soothed her nerves? To no surprise her mother was worried about the flooding in Lydia’s neighborhood and Lydia spent a while reassuring her everything would be fine.



She hadn’t even realized she’d been on the phone for that long until Wesley her oldest wandered in the kitchen and started looking through the cupboards and refrigerator.



She nearly jumped out of her chair. “Listen mom, I gotta go now. The kids are getting hungry I need to fix them something.”



She hung up just in time to grab the pudding out of Wesley’s hand. “Oh no you don’t, Mister.”



Wesley groaned. “Can I just have one?”



“No, sir. Not until after you eat. I’ll make you a sandwich” Lydia placed the pudding in the fridge and pulled out the cold cuts and cheese.



“A sandwich?” Wesley eyed the carrots on the counter. “I thought you were making something else.”



Lydia winced. “That’s for later, when dad gets home. Go wash your hands and tell your brothers to do the same.”



Wesley took a carrot and walked out of the room. A few minutes later he was back by himself.



Lydia was almost done preparing two and a half sandwiches when she looked up. “Wheres Bruce and Tanner?”



Wesley motioned toward the back room.



“Well didn’t you tell them to come eat?”



“Yeah, I did.” He grabbed another carrot stick and yelled, “Bruce! Tanner come eat!”



Lydia frowned. She could’ve done that. She finished up the sandwiches and pulled three cups out of the cupboard. Bruce strolled in around the corner “Pour yourselves some juice and help Tanner with his. Where is he by the way?”



Bruce shrugged. Lydia made a face. He’d probably finally gotten his chance to play video games and wasn’t willing to just walk away from it now. Her poor little guy. She decided she’d take him his half sandwich and juice so he could play a little longer while he ate.



First thing she noticed when she walked in the room is the boys had left the game on the TV paused and there was no Tanner. Lydia looked around the empty room. “Tanner, your lunch is ready.”



No response. She walked back toward the kitchen to find only Wesley and Bruce sitting at the table eating.



“Was Tanner in there with you guys?”



Wesley spoke with his mouth full “He was earlier.”



“Well where’d he go?” She put the food down on the counter and walked toward the boy’s bedroom. Maybe he’d fallen asleep.



“Tanner?” She almost whispered. Just in case he had fallen asleep but the bedroom was empty.



Lydia hurried her step a bit more as she walked through her own bedroom then into her restroom. She called his name several times more each time she got a little louder. She looked out the back window the backyard was empty except for Duke their five-year old Golden Retriever who lay in his dog house looking pretty miserable. She went back to the kitchen where the boys had already finished their lunch and left their mess on the table. She rushed to the back room. Bruce and Wesley were once again engrossed in the video game.



“Are you guys sure he’s not in here?” She looked in the closet and behind the sofa. “Come on guys help me find your brother.”



Neither of them seemed to have even notice her until she turned off the T.V.
“Mom! I was winning!” Bruce whined.



“I can’t find Tanner. I think he’s hiding. Help me find him. Wesley, check the garage. Bruce, go look in your room I didn’t check under the beds.”



The boys took off each yelling Tanners name. Lydia checked the front room behind the furniture. “Tanner this isn’t funny. You come out right now!”



She hurried to the front of the house to check the front closet when she noticed the front door slightly open. Immediate relief came over her. He might be on the front porch. They had a swinging bench out there. But he was still going to be in trouble. He knew better than to go out in this weather.



“Tanner she called as she opened the door and peeked out.”



Nothing, the porch was empty. “Bruce? Wesley? Did either of you open the front door?”
She heard them both yell “no” and her stomach sank. Tanner had been known in the past to wander off but that was usually when his brothers were outside also and never in the rain. Two of those times he’d ended up at the Manning’s home just up the street. Their boys were much older than hers but they had a six-year old daughter Kelly, who liked mothering Tanner and he enjoyed the treats she often gave him like cookies and bubble gum.



Lydia pulled her coat out of the front closet and put it on. “Boy’s I need you to put your jackets and go look for Tanner at the neighbors houses. Just knock and ask if they’ve seen him.”



“Yes!” She heard Wesley say. Not often were they allowed to go out in this weather but if it were up to them they’d be out there soaking it up all day.



Lydia didn’t bother with an umbrella just rushed out the door pulling the hood of her coat over her head. Panic was beginning to creep in. The last time Tanner had wandered off it’d been almost an hour before they found him and she’d been that close to calling the police but it wasn’t raining then.



The water roared down the street. Would Tanner even be able to get across it? The Manning’s lived on the other side of the street. She made her way through the rushing water soaking her pants almost to her knees and rushed up the Manning’s walkway. She saw someone peek through one of the side windows. She rang the bell and waited. No one answered the door. Someone had obviously seen her. Maybe the doorbell wasn’t working. She knocked three times loudly. Finally someone turned the locks on the door. Rebecca Manning cracked the door open but just enough for her face to show. “Yes?”



The Manning’s had never been the friendliest people in the neighborhood and the two older teens were known to be bullies. So she’d specifically told Wesley and Bruce to stay away from them.



“Hi, I was just wondering if Tanner was here. We can’t seem to find him and I know he’s wandered over here to play with Kelly before.”



“No,” Rebecca replied. “No, we haven’t seen him.”



Lydia stood there for a moment, not knowing what else to say. She’d been so sure she’d find him there. And Rebecca hadn’t bothered asking anyone else in the house. “Really so you haven’t seen him at all today?”



“Is that Tanner’s mom?” She heard Kelly ask from behind the door.



Rebecca closed the door a little more as if to keep Kelly from looking out. Lydia and Rebecca’s eyes locked for a moment then Lydia answered. “Yes, honey it’s me you haven’t seen him?”



“No she hasn’t.” Rebecca answered closing the door down to a few inches. “I’m trying to keep the cold out. Kelly’s been a bit sick these last couple of days.”



Lydia nodded. “Okay well I’ll let you go then. Please let me know if you do see him.”



She was officially panicked now. She rushed up the street. The boys were at the house next door and David her neighbor was talking to them. Lydia hurried to them.



“Lydia,” David said as she reached them. “I haven’t seen him but if you’d like I can help you look for him. How long has he been missing?”



Missing, Dear God. “ I’m not even sure. But I’m really getting worried.” She thought about it for a moment. “About forty minutes maybe?” It seemed like an eternity already.



“Well just relax he’s probably around here somewhere.” He smiled but it did nothing to calm Lydia’s nerves. “We’ll find him. Just let me grab my jacket”



“Thank you so much, David. I’m gonna go home and call Sean.” She started to walk away then turned. “You boys keep knocking on doors. Hurry!”



Lydia gulped hard as she walked in her home. She called out for Tanner a few more times and when he didn’t answer reality sunk in. He was really missing, and in this horrible weather. She picked up the phone and when the call to Sean’s direct line went to voicemail she hung up and picked it up it up immediately. She tried his secretary’s line. Annie, his secretary’s cheery voice greeted her.



“Is Sean there I need to talk to him it’s an emergency.”



“Yes of course let me put you through.”



Sean answered on the first ring. The moment she heard his voice she broke down.
“Sean, Tanner’s missing!” She sobbed.



“What? What do you mean missing? Since when?”



Lydia struggled to speak clearly. “About forty minutes but he’s no where. We’ve looked all over the house the neighbors, the boys are out there looking now so is David from next door, and it’s pouring out there. I don’t know what to do!”



“Did you check Kelly’s house?”



“Yes, he’s not there. They haven’t seen him. What do I do Sean?”



“Wait.. It’s only been forty minutes. I’m leaving now if you haven’t found him by the time I get there we’ll call the police. Are you sure he’s didn’t fall asleep somewhere like in a closet or something?”



“I’ll check again.”
As soon as she hung up she ran to the bedrooms. “Tanner baby, mommy’s really scared now. If you’re hiding please, please come out!”



She checked all the closets and under all the beds she ran through the back yard checking the shed and even in the dog house. Standing on her tip toes she looked over the back fence and her heart nearly gave out the stream was almost to her fence. What if – she stopped her thoughts she wouldn’t even consider the possibilities.



The sliding door to the patio opened. Lydia spun around it was Wesley. “Did you find him?”
He shook his head. “No. Where do you think he’s at, mom?”




“I don’t know! But we have to keep looking.” She walked toward him
“Are you crying?”



Lydia wiped her face. “No it’s the rain. Did you knock on everyone’s door?”



“Well not everyone’s but all the one’s he’d go to.”



“And no one’s seen him?” Lydia ran her hands through her soaking hair.



“Nope.” Wesley bit his lip. “Mom, the other day…he was asking me about the river.”



Lydia stared at him, terror raced through her veins. “What about it?”



“He wanted to know if I’d ever gone swimming in it. I said no, it was too dirty. But he said he wanted to.”



“Oh no!” Lydia rushed in the house. Sean said they should wait but she couldn’t anymore. She struggled to breathe steady as she dialed.



“Nine one one what’s your emergency?”



“Yes I need to report a missing child!”


Sunday, July 18, 2010

Forever Mine - Prologue and Chapter 1








Prologue:

Sarah felt herself go numb. This couldn’t be happening. She gripped the phone, her knuckles going white, the knot in her throat almost unbearable.

“Sarah, are you still there?”

In an almost inaudible whimper Sarah answered, “Ah huh.”

“I know this is hard, honey„ but it’s not the end of the world. We talked about this already, and you knew it was a possibility. I tried, Sarah, I really did, but there’s no way around it. We’ve gone over all the other possibilities, but anything else is too much of a risk. It’s for the best.”

“But, senior year …” Sarah felt the anger building, and the tears burning in her eyes. She was ready to blow up, lash out. Then she heard her mom again. Her voice choked up as well.

“I know, honey. I’m so sorry. I really screwed things up this time.”
She heard her mom take a long, trembling deep breath and it broke her heart. She wanted to be with her, to hug her, and comfort her.

“Its okay, mom, I’ll be fine.”
Her mom cleared her throat and lowered her voice. Sounding very determined, she spoke again.
“I am going to make this up to you. I promise, okay?”

“Okay.”
“I’ve already called Aunt Norma. She and Uncle William will be here this weekend. They wanna help us pack so you and I will have time to spend together. Then I’ll have to be in court on Monday.”

Sarah gasped. “Monday?”

“Yeah, babe, Monday”

Sarah covered half her face with her free hand and shook her head. But not wanting to make her mom feel any worse she choked back a sob.

“Alright, mom.” she whispered

“I’m gonna be here a while, honey, so don’t wait up for me. We’ll talk more about this tomorrow.”

She hung up and looked at her best friend Sydney who’d been sitting on the bed next to her the whole time and who stared at her now anxiously.




“She’s pleading guilty and gonna do at least three years. I have to go live with my Aunt Norma in California.” There was no more holding it together, though Sydney kept a strong face Sarah fell into his arms sobbing.








CHAPTER 1
ONE MONTH LATER
La Jolla High School California




Even as she stood in the middle of a bustling hallway with noisy students rushing by her Sarah felt utterly alone. One month wasn’t nearly enough to prepare her for a new school, new friends, and new life. God, how she missed Sydney. This wasn’t at all how she’d imagined her first day as a senior in high school would feel like. She had so many plans at her old school and now she stood here completely lost not knowing anyone.




She clenched her backpack in her hand and walked in no particular direction. She wanted to get out of the middle of traffic of bodies. She searched for her cousin Valerie. She did say the main entrance hall just outside the counselor’s office didn’t she? They’d been dropped off together by her aunt but Sarah had to go to counselor’s office. Since she’d enrolled so late her schedule hadn’t come in the mail like Valerie’s. No sooner had they walked in the school had Valerie started socializing but promised she’d be right there when she got back from the office.




She'd finally found the office and the bell rang just as she walked out. Sarah tried not to panic. She glanced at her schedule but had no idea where her first class was. She backed up slowly until her back was against a wall. Had Valerie really abandoned her? No she wouldn’t. She took in some of the faces around her and wondered if she should just ask someone for directions to her first class.




High pitched squealing got her attention and she turned to the front entrance some girl had her arms wrapped around one of the guys that had just walked in. Sarah rolled her eyes. She’d always hated those types of girls. The guy was obviously a jock because he wore his letterman’s jacket and so did his two friends.




Deciding she was on her own, she walked back toward the office and frowned when she realized a map of the school had been just outside the office all this time. There were a few kids standing in front of it examining their schedules and then looking up at the map. Apparently she wasn’t the only newbie at this school. Not much of a consolation. Sarah looked around for Valerie more than a little annoyed at her.




Male laughter erupted just behind her and she turned to find the same jocks she’d seen walk in earlier with a few more guys horsing around. The tall one that was greeted at the door by the squealing girl was smiling when their eyes met. The smile on his face seemed to dissolve slowly. And she stood there frozen, her lips slightly opened. For a moment she thought he might say something and then she heard Valerie.




“Yo cuz! Where’ve you been?”
Sarah snapped out of her daze and watched as Valerie who’d already taken Sarah’s schedule smile wickedly. “We have two classes together!”




“We do?” Sarah’s cheeks still felt warm but she quickly walked along side of Valerie suddenly not annoyed with her anymore. Instead she was incredibly grateful for Valerie’s timing.




Valerie talked about the classes and just until they were far enough and around the corner of the building, “Oh my God, Sarah do you know who that was that was staring at you?”




Surprised and not sure why, Sarah pretended to not understand. “What? Who?”




Valerie gasped. “That was Angel Moreno! Don’t you remember I’ve told you about him and his brothers?”




“No.” Sarah lied. Of course she remembered part of the reason she could hardly breathe when she recognized him.




The bell rang again.




“Oh shit.” Valerie looked at her watch. “We’re gonna be late on our first day.”
She grabbed Sarah’s arm and they were off on a foot race to their first class.

TWO WEEKS LATER




Angel made his way quickly around the science building. His stomach tensed up as the bell rang. He was late to practice again and he knew his coach wouldn’t be happy. It was the second time this week, but he had to stay after class to get the extra credit assignment. He was failing Spanish II, again. Spanish! His parents owned a Mexican restaurant for crying out loud! Only reason he had taken it again, was because he needed the two years of foreign language, to even have a prayer getting into a four year college. And now it may cost him time on the field.




Apparently, he was only good at the curse words and the teacher called his Spanish, Spanglish. It was a catch 22 though, if he didn’t stay late to get the extra credit assignments he wouldn’t be able to make up some of the lousy scores he’d been getting on the quizzes and if he didn’t make them up he wouldn’t have the grades to play on the team.




Still he thought as he ran down the corridor of outdoor lockers. It wasn’t his fault the teacher was so slow about passing out the assignments. If he didn’t pick up his grade he’d have no choice but to stay after school for tutoring. Just the thought had him groaning.




He made it to the weight room just as they were starting warm ups. The coach barely looked at him and pointed to the bleachers outside in the hot sun.




“Twenty.” he said. “Make 'em fast.”




Angel knew what that meant he’d have to run up and down the bleachers. As he began to sprint toward the bleachers, he heard Melissa call out to him from the track area where the cheerleaders were warming up.




“Bleachers again, Angel?”




He smiled and nodded barely looking her way. Some of the other girls laughed and joined in. His dimples made their appearance as usual, although his smile was anything but genuine. The catcalls had never done anything for him, except make him uncomfortable, especially from this group of girls.




“Ooh, Angel! "Show us your stuff!”
Another one added.
“Shake that thing!”




At seventeen years old, Angel was already an impressive six feet two inches. He was very much following in his two older brother’s footsteps. Although it was nice to have instant notoriety as soon as he started high school, there were times he resented having to live up to his brothers legacies. He had the looks, the built, the popularity but unfortunately not the grades.




He frowned at the thought of his two older brothers being on full sports scholarships in college, and here he was struggling to stay eligible to play a high school football. It was almost too much to live up to, but he wasn’t going to give up. As his father and lately his oldest brother Sal, always said, failure was not an option.




Lost in his thoughts and still annoyed with himself, Angel ran slowly and pensively up the bleachers for the fourth of fifth time, he’d lost count. Sweat trickled down his face and he struggled to keep his breathing steady. He usually could get a rhythm going, but not today.






Startled, he almost lost his balance when someone ran right past him a little too close. He caught himself and was about to give him an earful when heard her apologize and realized he was a she.




“I’m sorry, did I bump you?” Her concern seemed genuine.




“Yeah, but I’m good.” Angel was bent over with his hands on his knees, trying to catch his breath.




“You sure you’re ok?” she asked again.




He looked up at her for the first time, still breathing hard. The first thing he noticed was her eyes. They were an amazing light green. A startling contrast to her dark features. She had a very fresh face compared to most of the girls he knew that were usually all done up even if they were in gym class. She stared at him as she too, stood there breathing hard.




Her hair was up in a ponytail, except for a few strands dampened by perspiration that stuck to the sides of her face and forehead. There was something familiar about her he just couldn’t place it.




“I’m fine,” He couldn’t help staring he hated the feeling of knowing he'd seen her before but not being able to place it.




“Good.” She started untangling the earphone wire; she’d apparently taken out of her ear when she stopped to check on him. She didn’t smile back or ask anything else She seemed eager to be on her way. He watched as she adjusted it in her ear and got ready to go back to her running.
With his heart pounding and palms sweating, to his own surprise he stammered. “So you like to run?”




Stupid, stupid, stupid.




She turned and looked at him without responding. Maybe she hadn’t heard him, he hoped.




“I’m Angel, what’s your name?”




“Sarah.”




All he could manage was a smile as the name sunk in.




“Well, have a good one,” she said, and ran off.




He watched as she ran up and across the bleachers. From a distance she looked very small and young. If he hadn’t seen her up close he wouldn’t guessed she was a freshman that might explain why he didn’t recognize her. But something about those eyes seemed a bit older than a freshman. What the hell did he know?






He started his run again. And his thoughts went immediately back to his grades. Was he really gonna need to be tutored? He shook his head in disgust and picked up his pace.




********************

Sarah ran, concentrating hard. She had a feeling he was still watching her, and she’d die if she fell or tripped. The butterflies in her stomach were out of control. How could she almost knock him over? As usual she’d been so lost in thought. Of all people it had to be him. Maybe she should’ve said more to him but she'd been at a loss for words, thoughts, just like the first day of school when he’d caught her gawking at him like an idiot. Ever since then she’d avoided coming face to face again with him. Any time she even thought she saw him, she’d run in the opposite direction.




She wanted to faint when she realized who she’d bumped. Damn him and his smile. She was sure her legs would give out on her if she hadn’t left that second. As sure as she was, that he probably didn’t even remember her, she hadn’t wanted to chance making a fool of herself, again.




Sarah knew all about the great Moreno brothers. Valerie had lived here her whole life, and had gone through grade school and middle school with them. She told Sarah all about them every chance she got, since Valerie herself had a huge crush on Angel’s older brother Alex.




Sarah thought back to the first time she’d seen Angel, two summers ago. She and her mother had come out to visit her mothers’ sister, and Valeries’ step mom, Aunt Norma. Valerie had taken her along to a beach party with her.




It had been an all day party, but Valerie being self conscious about her body, decided they’d show up late, after all the swimming was done. They arrived when everyone was just hanging around the bonfires, and listening to music. She hadn’t been able to believe everything Valerie had told her about Angel, and his brothers. She made them out to be movie-star, drop-dead gorgeous. Valerie had poked her when he and his friends arrived. “There he is, that’s Alex’s little brother.”




Sarah looked up and saw him in all his glory. He was anything but little, even back then. He and his friends seemed to move in slow motion toward a group of girls. The girls waited their anxious smiles enormous. He wore a tank top that showed off his muscles and denim shorts. Sarah had never seen a more finer-looking smile: his dimples were incredible. She watched as one of the girls practically jumped in his arms, hugging him, and then looked around casually to make sure everyone was watching.




“Is that his girlfriend?” she’d whispered, still in awe of him.




Valerie had immediately huffed. “She wishes. That’s Melissa, the one I told you about, who’s forever throwing herself at him and tries to convince anyone that will listen, that the two are an item. When everyone knows he’s never had a girlfriend, probably never will. Why should he? When he can have all the girls he wants, whenever he wants?”




Sarah remembered watching him and fantasizing that day. It was all she could do. The girls he hung with seemed so and cool comfortable around him, and his friends. Laughing, sometimes a little too exaggerated, but still at least they could hold a conversation. Unlike Sarah, she’d had barely been able to breathe the first day of school when he looked at her. And now she’d almost knocked him down. If he did remember her as the gaping fool from the first day, he’d now have yet another idiotic memory of her. She was hopeless.




It didn't matter anyway. Making new friends was not in her agenda. She didn’t plan on sticking around long enough, so why bother?




She picked up the pace and tried to remove him from her mind. She remembered Sydney’s birthday. It was this weekend, and she had to make sure she’d finally e-mail the gift. She’d made a slideshow with pictures of the good times along with all of the songs that held special meaning to just the two of them. She knew Sydney would appreciate it much more than any store-bought gift.




If it hadn’t been for Sydney, she didn’t know how she would’ve gotten through the past year, and she wanted to show her appreciation for their friendship. It was one that went back almost ten years, and Sydney meant the world to her. They’d been through so much over the years, last year especially .




When Sarah was forced to move out to California with her Aunt, she and Sydney had made a pact to always keep in touch. So far they had through e-mails, and since Sydney’s parents had offered to get her a cell phone they had unlimited minutes, which meant they could talk everyday. Sarah knew she’d never again find such loyal and trusting friends and was determined to keep Sydney and his family in her life forever.




Aunt Norma didn’t know it yet, but Sarah had plans. She would be eighteen in December, and once she was, no one, not even her mom, would be able to stop her from going back to Arizona, and finishing out her senior year there, with Sydney. She would save enough money to be able to pay Sydney’s parents to let her stay with them. She already had several baby sitting gigs lined up. Between that, and school, there was no room for a social life.




She could hardly wait. Just the thought made her smile. Next semester she’d be running for her home track team at Flagstaff High, where she belonged, and her life would go back to the way it should be.




She glanced up from her feet as she made her way down the bleachers and saw Jesse Strickland waiting for her at the bottom, arms crossed smiling from ear to ear. Oh, God what now? She fought the urge to roll her eyes, as she reached the bottom and stood in front of her, deliberately blocking her way. He reached over to pull an earphone out of her ear, but she stopped his hand from getting any closer and did it herself.




“You know what today is?” he smirked.




“Nope.”




He stared at her in disbelief. “Valerie didn’t tell you?”




Sarah shook her head, not the least bit interested. She was getting hotter, and. already sweating, she knew she’d be drenched soon, if she didn't start running again.




“Is this gonna take all day?” she asked. “I’m in the middle of my run here.”




“It’s my birthday” he opened up his arms. “I’m here to collect.”




Sarah’s eye’s narrowed, as she stepped back. “Collect what?”




He stepped forward smiling wickedly. “Well, being that we’re here in school. I’ll take a hug for now.” He leaned in, and began putting his arms around her small waist.




Sarah scowled, pushing him away. “I don’t owe you a damn thing!”
Obviously amused, he lifted an eyebrow and proceeded to move forward and force a hug. “Oh, come on, Sarah, we’ve done so much more before, what’s a hug now?”




“That was a long time ago, and a mistake, so get over it!” She struggled to undo his hands that had clasped behind her waist. She felt his weight on her, heavy at first, pushing her against the fence. And then just like that, the weight was gone. It took her a moment to realize what had just happened. Then she realized someone had pulled him off her, and slammed him against the side of the bleachers.




Her legs went limp. She held on to the fence for support with one hand, the other lay flat on her chest feeling the hard thud of her heart against her chest. It was Angel.